Monday, June 30, 2008

Friday, June 6, 2008

upheaval of self...


A roar of sounds…. Mixed with a murmur of my own inner voice is engulfing me…

Feeling like I am walking in a different level of time… I wish to do something… but other things are holding me back…

I wish to go somewhere… but constrains are the impediments in the path…

Constrains of job… of being duty bound… constrains of time… of peer pressure… stress of work… coupled with non-cooperating ever-demanding people around me….

I heard the inner call… I embarked on the journey just to realize that loads of cordons are going to come to test my fortitude…

Sometimes I feel am drifting away from my endeavor… my only aim…

I feel frustrated at times and want to come out of the cluttered situation… but feel am getting deep into it… getting entangled in it…

I need to come out of it soon!!

I entail to fly high… I am awaiting the flutter with my unfurled wings high up in the sky…

I ought to reach there…I nudge myself…Sanhita, come’ on….

I poke…

I need to get out of the slumber and dive down in the deep ASAP.