the song that reminds me that someone is there... to hold me tight when nothing goes right...

Calvin and Hobbes!!

Pledge to be me!

Who Am I!!... do i really know...?

Beyond my biological and professional self there is another me that defines majority of myself. “I am a simple girl with simple choices in life.” This is the answer I used to give in the past when I asked myself “who am I?” But I know even if I still continue to be a simple girl, my choices are not simple anymore. I have a varied complex taste of different things. The very course of my life reveals that. Moreover I despise show-offs. I loathe hypocrisy, betrayal and lies. Though I can talk to anyone and everyone, I am very choosy about making friends. I rarely reveal my inner world to anyone but my very close ones. I detest nagging and shopping without a definite purpose.

I have my own set of imperfections as well. I tend to procrastinate things now and then. At times I tend to get swayed away by others, on the very contrary, at times I am so rigid that it’s very difficult to make me understand until and unless I am convinced myself. Like a typical Leo i am egoistic. I simply cannot stand it when someone hurts my ego.So I need loads of space in my life.  I am a bit short tempered which I am learning to control occasionally. Though I realize the worth of time, I tend to be impatient at times. I despise people who hover around and try to have a say in everything that comes across.

Though I have so many frailties,it does not imply that I am one of those people who pester about themselves and their outlook. I love to get drenches in rain. I adore the sweet smell of the soil after a heavy shower. I love the chirping of the birds in the wee hours of the morning. I like scribbling in my diaries, writing blogs, listening to music and reading books to pass my time. I love to be with my friends. As per my friends and my ex-colleagues my biggest strengths are my smile and my liveliness. I can smile even when I am not happy. I am a complete foodie and love any kind of food as long as it is spicy and tasty. 

I call a spade , a spade. If I cannot , then I keep quiet. In life people say never be truthful to anyone and everyone, as it may be like a double edged knife that will hurt you eventually. But as Kurt Cobain says, I also believe that I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not. 

Though there may be loads of dimensions in me which are yet to get revealed to even myself I presume this is in a nutshell what I am.

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(P.S- As written for my MBA First sem Behavioral Science assignment with slight modifications)

Devils of my life make my life worth living for... :)

I love the “devils” of my life… they are the ones who know the inner me…they are not fake in front of me... they are THEMSELVES… they never try to be sweet with me when they feel angry … they never tell me I am right when I have done wrong… they never praise me when they know I have done a blunder… they laugh at me when I make a fool of myself but never leave me alone… they pull my legs… but correct my mistakes… they scold me… they quarrel with me…  but hug me tight when i need it the most...

 they are aware of the darker side of me … yet love me… they never try to make me the “ideal” one… they never ask me to be sweet when I feel bitter… they never ask me to smile when I feel like crying to my heart’s content… they realize when I am angry and realize the cause of my anger… They never try to brush me off with their theories rather they listen to my heart and let me follow it… they never want me to stick to the morals and principles… they always ask me to do what I truly feel to be true...

They know the real me… the know me in and out… they never misunderstand me…

My devils are my strength… my devils are my guardian angels… my pillars of life… love you a lot… miss you…