Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Who Am I!!... do i really know...?


Beyond my biological and professional self there is another me that defines majority of myself. “I am a simple girl with simple choices in life.” This is the answer I used to give in the past when I asked myself “who am I?” But I know even if I still continue to be a simple girl, my choices are not simple anymore. I have a varied complex taste of different things. The very course of my life reveals that. Moreover I despise show-offs. I loathe hypocrisy, betrayal and lies. Though I can talk to anyone and everyone, I am very choosy about making friends. I rarely reveal my inner world to anyone but my very close ones. I detest nagging and shopping without a definite purpose.
I have my own set of imperfections as well. I tend to procrastinate things now and then. At times I tend to get swayed away by others, on the very contrary, at times I am so rigid that it’s very difficult to make me understand until and unless I am convinced myself. Like a typical Leo i am egoistic. I simply cannot stand it when someone hurts my ego.So I need loads of space in my life.  I am a bit short tempered which I am learning to control occasionally. Though I realize the worth of time, I tend to be impatient at times. I despise people who hover around and try to have a say in everything that comes across.

Though I have so many frailties,it does not imply that I am one of those people who pester about themselves and their outlook. I love to get drenches in rain. I adore the sweet smell of the soil after a heavy shower. I love the chirping of the birds in the wee hours of the morning. I like scribbling in my diaries, writing blogs, listening to music and reading books to pass my time. I love to be with my friends. As per my friends and my ex-colleagues my biggest strengths are my smile and my liveliness. I can smile even when I am not happy. I am a complete foodie and love any kind of food as long as it is spicy and tasty. 
I call a spade , a spade. If I cannot , then I keep quiet. In life people say never be truthful to anyone and everyone, as it may be like a double edged knife that will hurt you eventually. But as Kurt Cobain says, I also believe that I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not
Though there may be loads of dimensions in me which are yet to get revealed to even myself I presume this is in a nutshell what I am.

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(P.S- As written for my MBA First sem Behavioral Science assignment with slight modifications)

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