Some days are different…

I enjoyed this Saturday… I enjoyed it to the fullest... it has been long time that I enjoyed such a day… I did one simple thing in life… rode a bicycle for the first time… it's hard to gauge the feeling of being in the front of a cycle when someone else is riding the cycle ...for the first time...the feeling is ethereal for someone one who has never experienced what it feels to ride the bicycle that too at the age of 23...

After 23yrs of my life … I have a few chosen... a very few dear dreams… simple wishes…… that i hold close to my heart ...those may seem insignificantly silly … but I treasure those… (cannot help it if it sounds absurd!!)
Never ever felt the thrill of getting up on a cycle… it was the first time a timid idiot got up on the cycle … felt nervous… felt ecstatic at the same time… but somehow… something was different… it was too enjoyable a thing… it was like flying high in the sky… may be because of the ambience… may be I was happy… maybe it was charming really… maybe it was because of the person who was riding the cycle.. I felt secured... a blanket of warmth surrounded me... Never felt so secured in anyone’s presence... two strong arms were placed beside me… the arms though were holding the handle of the bicycle… (!!..)

Don’t know why... I should be far from such feelings...I don’t know… what I am up to... I don’t know simply… my life is my career… my dreams … my aspirations… my future depends on what I can do with my aspirations and dreams… my world depends on how I achieve my goals…but somewhere down the line I hoped I would find those hands clasping me tight… not letting me fall…

But am afraid to confront this now… am afraid to believe this… whatever happens…
May be... just may be…

… Somewhere someone sitting beyond the clouds wanted me to feel happy… somewhere someone sitting beyond the clouds wished to see me smiling for a while devoid of pain … devoid of failures and devoid of confusions…
someone somewhere wanted me to give the glimpse of ecstasy about which I was unaware of…
I owe to that someone a lot… God, Thank you. Thank you for the Saturday (20th June, 2009).

P.S: This piece of blog was written long back on 30th June, 2009, in office. It was a Tuesday. One circumstance lead to another and the blog was left unpublished.
Today I just want to add one thing:
That Saturday till date means a lot to me. I hope it will mean a lot to me always in my life…